Murphy's Law: Just when you are feeling grrrrrr-eat... something comes and knocks you off your pedestal.
I am feeling rejected today. Maybe it is all a coincidence and not the cosmos aligning against me, but it sucks when you try to reach out to people to find they aren't reaching back.
First, I was supposed to meet up with an old friend for dinner, but she sort of blew me off. I understand she is busy and had work to do, but I barely get to see her and feel like I have to chase after her just to hang out. It is the second time I have made an effort to spend time with her and did not get to. Wah wah wah, right?
So I am sitting in the car, waiting for her to get there, and I called my other friend. No answer, no call back. Big deal, she is a busy woman too.
Then I try to get ahold of a guy I am supposed to hang out with this weekend, and I was calling pretty late, but he wasn't home either.
So I am laying in bed, and I called a long-distance friend who I have not gotten a chance to talk to lately. I miss him. No answer, no call back either. Is there some great party tradition on Wednesday nights that I am not privy to?
I felt really lonely. Stop whining, you big baby. Everything is going to work out. Man, in the shower, I had all sorts of funny things I wanted to say. The harder I think about what the were, the more frustrated I feel.
American Idol: talent over psuedo-beauty. Hooray!