I am so upset right now. For the first time in along time, I really like someone. Thinking about him makes me smile. Wide. Things have been going so well. So well it scares me a bit. We had a wonderful weekend. He seems to like me so much and makes it known. No games. Which is lovely.
Well, I didn't hear from him on Monday. Odd, since we talk everyday. He didn't return my text until late that night and it was a pretty vague message. Very unusual. I was disappointed, but did not think much of it. Yesterday morning, I called him. No answer, no call back. So, being the queen and king of texting, I sent him a message saying, "Hey, what's up... haven't heard from you..." to which I got a reply reading "sorry" an hour later. Then I knew something was definitely up. I started getting paranoid.
He called while he was driving home from work. Seemed a bit annoyed, so I asked him what was up. He informed me that on Sunday, he got a call from me and couldn't really hear what I was saying. Then another call from me came in and it was the ex-roommate... you know the one I have all the problems with. We were at the Bears game, I was somewhat intoxicated and the ex-roommate had grabbed my phone and made a call to the boy. He said things to the effect of "that's my pussy, I am going to be fucking that tonight, back off man!" Which is completely disgusting. And news to me. To make matters worse, the boy's uncle was in the car and overheard the entire exchange. When we inquired about it, Nick had to reply, "oh that's a friend of the girl I like."
Or DID like. Obviously, that was a huge turn off. Who you hang out with reflects you hugely. So, I am friends with this punk that says these disgusting things and disrespects me this way. Hey, I know the ex-roomie very well. Statements like those don't shock me because I know that's his twisted sense of humor, and even if I don't share that same sense of humor, at least I am aware he means no malice and that he is only kidding. But in the boy's eyes, I hang out with this immature punk who completely disrespects me.
During our conversation last night, I got defensive since this totally caught me off guard. I didn't know what to say. I tried to defend myself and explain the nature of the relationship between the ex-roomie and me. I did apologize. I understood all his points. I mean, how would I feel if some girl called me and said "He's mine! I am riding that dick tonight!" I'd be hella pissed. I feel I have no recourse.
So after he told me he had to go and would "talk to me later" (ouch), I got pretty pissed. I vented to a Mike and my girl Katie. I even called the ex-roomie and let him have it. He offered to call the boy and apologize, but I feel like that would make it even worse. I ended up texting him an hour later. And it went a little something like this "I feel really bad and embarrassed. He (the ex-roomie) got reamed. I am so sorry." I got no response. I don't know what course of action to take. I want to talk to him, but I don't want to annoy him. I don't know whether to call, text again or write him an e-mail. I don't know how long to wait. I am at a loss. I hate this feeling. And I miss him.