Ok, I've had it.
Now I have random acquaintances coming up to me in a line at a bar saying they have read my site.
What the hell is going on? I am not that fucking interesting!
So... I have an email into Andrew about changing my name on here. Something not associated with my last name. I really don't want to have to lock up my diary. It's a pain in the ass for people to have to remember my password. Besides, I wouldn't be able to get any new readers that way.
Has anyone else ever done this? All I know is that I am not getting gipped on my paid in full Gold membership, so I'll either have to stop writing (which sucks) or only write about things not having to do with my personal life (which sucks even harder.)
I am sick of having to censor myself. It makes for pretty dull entries. I use this as a place to store memories and I don't want those memories to be falsified or watered down in any way because I am afraid of what someone in my life might think or react.
The name bethany9 is super unoriginal anyway. I though I was signing up for just a user name, I didn't know I was locking in the name of my diary.
So... hopefully I will figure this out soon. If you care to follow me and do not actually know me in real life (besides Jo and Oz), I'll tell you my new name once I have this figured out. This seems so stupid and overly dramatic, but I think I need a new start.