Man, I HATE cab drivers. I was walking to work 5 minutes ago and I hear a horn blare off to my back left. I turn around and see a cab barreling towards two women and a child of 5 or 6. What a dickface! Who sees a small child crossing a street and decides to pick up speed and lay on the horn? He ought to be shot. Like he had anywhere important to go. Those assholes use their horn way too much.
Man, what a crappy day! Bitch on Fox said it was supposed to be in the 80s this weekend. Well, she lied. I brought a skirt to Brian's to wear today, but instead I had to put on the jeans I had on yesterday and borrow his sweatshirt. Damn Mother Nature, that egg sucking whore. She did this to me last year around this time. One day it's 84. The next day it's 42. Make up your mind, ya cock tease!
I really am in a surprisingly good mood. Don't think I am not. It's Fri-day! I have fun plans this weekend. It is my last weekend in the dorm. At this point, I have mentally checked out of there already, as evidenced by the fact I have not slept there once this week. Oh yes, that's right. I have been a-shackin'. I missed sleeping in a bed with someone, and I didn't realize how much until I started sleeping at Brian's. Brian is awesome, don't know how I got so lucky, which is exactly what he said to me last night... "How did I get so lucky?" And I looked at him like he had 5 heads. Now, I have been working on the old self-esteem, but I find it pretty unbelievable that this guy is so into me. He says that I make him so happy and that is he thinks I am so cute. For God's sake, the boy says he loves my stomach! He just seems so perfect. Holds my hand down the street. Gives me lots of hugs. Always gives me a kiss before he leaves a room. I didn't think guys like this existed. He seems to good to be true.
Maybe I am wary because 3 or 4 guys I have dated in the past 2 years, the ones I was really into, all seemed very into me at first and then sort of faded away. I definitely have trust issues. I get suspicious if anyone seems too interested. I also think he might just be like this... overly affectionate to anyone and a master of making people feel really good about themselves when his feelings don't actually run that deep. Maybe I am just being paranoid. Maybe I am not letting myself enjoy this. And I should enjoy this, I deserve it. I have been patient. Right now, a lot of things are changing in my life and i have noticed a definite paradigm shift. I am thinking differently and my priorities have changed. I am just going to sit back, relax, and go along for the ride. Most of all, I am going to be true to myself and just trust in the knowledge that I am a good person and I deserve to be happy.
I just went to IM Brian and this is his away message:
Be right back- its toooooo early! I hate the mornings...accept when I chat w certain people wink wink
Aw, he is really sweet. He left me a note in the bathroom along with a toothbrush on Tuesday saying how glad he was to see me the day before and another one this morning telling me to have a wonderful day. Most guys aren't that thoughtful.
Here is a picture I took last night of him and his dog. He has a toy poodle named Cosmo. I know that screams GAY! but I am under the impression he is straight.
This is the view from his balcony. The he lives right by the Chicago theatre and above H&M. I am glad he is moving, I would be too tempted to sneak down there and shop my little ass off all the time.
Ok, Randy went above and beyond with some of these links today. So here we go!
BADGERS! BADGERS! BADGERS! The randomness of this both horrifies and delights me.
That David Hasselhoff sure knows how to make a mean video. The production value alone is marvelous! Please watch the whole thing if time permits. Those Germans sure have great taste! As evidenced by this and sauerbrauten.
Man, Leon has OUTDONE himself. This entry made me laugh out loud. And the Photoshop work is flawless.