I am moving out May 1st. In three weeks. I have no clue who I am going to live with or even where I am going to move. My 2 remaining roommates decided they wanted to join forces with the guys living upstairs who also need 2 roommates and now Bethany is out in the cold. I mean, I was planning on getting out of there sometime, but I feel super rushed to find a place now. How stressful.
I could either live with my friend Molly, who will be back on Monday from Korea (yay!) or my friend Tina says her friend Christine (who is super cool) needs a roommate. There is also always the option of getting a one bedroom, but after living with so many people, I think I would go into withdrawl. The next three weekend are action-packed, so I am not sure when I will even have time to move all my shit out. I am so spoiled with my huge room right now, I hope I don't get stuck with some small-ass cell block prison-like room.
I am a little scared. This building has led to me meeting all the people I currently hang out with. As much as I bitched about it, I loved bragging about the location, I loved being able to wake up in the morning and go downstairs to see what my boys were up to, I love the fact that we are all so tight within this building, and I sort of like being the only girl sometimes. THE DORM! It has become part of my identity. I had the best summer EVER dwelling within it's walls. Sure, it's loud. It is not the nicest apartment. In fact, it is sort of ghetto. But it was mine. Now that is all ending. Cubs season just won't be the same. My weekends just won't be the same. I am not sure how to say goodbye.
I think I will write more about my experiences in the dorm when I have had time to process all this.
In the meantime, I added a bunch of stuff to my webring and fan listing page. Hey! Over there! Scroll up. On the right. There you go. Too lazy to find, copy and paste the link. Why did I add this page? Because I am gay and I have too much time on my hands.