Feeling out of sorts the past few days. Like I have no place in this world. I am sure it's going to be a short-lived phase, but surrounded by people streaming towards the Cubs game last night, I felt completely alone. I live with all guys, 2 of which are really close and only talk about sports and chicks, and another who is MIA at his girlfriends all the time. I am the odd (wo)man out. Boo fucking hoo for me, right? I am living a life some people can only dream of and I am complaining? Shit. It's just a phase. The three of us are together all the time, it was bound to start making me feel left out. I don't have the required equipment to hang like them. I did not realize what COMPLETELY different creatures men and women truly are. I overthink things... men just keep it so simple that sometimes it drives me up a wall. I am all paranoid they stopped liking me because they barely talk, but really they are just probably tired or have nothing to say. I need to chill. What I need is some SINGLE female friends up in here. It seems like most of my friends are guys, and how am I going to meet and date guys when I go out with a group of guys?
Why is it when I meet a guy I really like, he never does what he says he is going to do, but the guys I could really care less about are up my ass?
Ok, I need to get a hobby and meet some female friends. Everything else may fall into place.