I am in a strange place. I don�t recognize my life anymore and two people who were strangers a month ago are now the center of my universe. Things are great. I am never sitting on my ass bored anymore, but I am spending WAY too much money and WAY too much time drinking. I have never consumed so much beer in my entire life. I need a hobby and a group of friends outside of my apartment. Must work on this.
On the plus side, I am not watching much TV. I am constantly on the move. I have noticed my clothes are fitting more loosely. I am dancing again! I feel like I am in limbo. I want to be able to remember every minute. This may be my last carefree summer, so I should not cloud it with an alcohol haze.
I am 26, but I feel 19 sometimes. Should I be like all my friends, settled down with a guy, living the life I will be living for the rest of my days already? I am not so sure. Obviously, it would be great to be really into someone... but I want to experience all this city has to offer. I have the rest of my life to be married and bored.